/sigh

i guess i have forgiven the both of you, finally. i'm sitting here trying to think of something to write, and usually thinking of the two of you always produces some kind of urge . . . but not this time. for once, there's nothing.
oddly, the only thing that i can think of that i miss is the way he dressed back then. god, how i miss him in skate wear and a hat. he says that he wears a hat everyday, so why can't i be happy with that, but it isn't the same. a hat that says 660 AMXS on it isn't the same as a volcom hat.